MISS YOU MUM X 11th June X

Another year has passed and the pain has not got any easier. Losing my Mum when I so young, and never had the best years with her and Dad might sound selfish but that's how I feel. 

And although I didn't show it at the time I've missed you so much and continue to each day. 

I really regret not having more photo's of you Mum, I know that like me never enjoyed having your picture taken anyway, and so I only have these black and white ones of your wedding day though it does make me happy (and sad in equal measure) that you looked so happy and lovely on that special day. 

Many years have passed and you're not here to share my life each day, I feel a sadness in my heart that will not go away.

I remember you no matter how long it's been, and of course losing Dad too has really made me sad that I didn't do more when you were around.
For when we were together Mum (Dad too) we were as close as we could be and there isn't anyone here who could mean the same to me. 

The tears that I shed today are for you, for the love you gave me, and for the time we never had together when you were cruelly taken from us all too early. 

You brought me up to respect others, have good manners and be polite, and while I might not have turned out to be the best son in the world at least you gave me a good grounding in life. 

Thank you so much dearest Mum and Dad, my life means nothing without you now, I hopefully will see you again soon.